Saddness

I still haven't gotten over that Shawn left, I feel like a part of me has died and can't come back. I miss him he was my best friend. I wish he didn't have to go. I want him to come back and be himself again. It is hard to express my saddness and how bad it is now I feel like doing nothing. I don't ever think I can get over it. It's so hard to move on.